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"Learning to see is the basis for learning all of the arts."
- Flannery O'Connor |
"Learning to see is the basis for learning all of the arts."
- Flannery O'Connor |
So You Have Writer's Block?Congratulations!by Carolyn Zaikowski
Oh, the instant gratification of a masterpiece appearing out of nowhere, like magic! If the process is uncomfortable, long, or chaotic, and if I don’t have a complete vision to start with, something must be wrong. Right? In the backs of our minds, many of us believe there is a secret path to a tower in the woods full of beautiful geniuses who drink wine and eat grapes all day while getting foot rubs. They write in all cursive with quill pens, descending together into mystical flow states, simply overcome by muses, manifesting masterpiece after masterpiece. We’re convinced we’re the only ones not invited to the party. But it’s become clear to me that “block” isn’t even really what’s happening most of the time we say we’re blocked. It’s that we’ve skipped the first part of the writing process altogether. We haven’t practiced turning on the most important part of our writing brain—the part that warms up and generates ideas. We haven’t even remembered we need to turn it on. It’s like wondering why the television’s not working, even though we never plugged it in. We are seeing an impenetrable wall, when what’s actually in front of us is a door that needs gentle opening. We’re seeing a forest and forgetting that the trees are made of dirt and seeds. We’re seeing a drought when what’s actually there, to paraphrase Peter Elbow, is a pump that needs priming. The rusty, chunky water has to seep out first before you get to the goods. The rust and the chunks aren’t optional. And we need to foster a sense of openness, of putting down our egos just a little, in order to feel the value in them. Consider how seeds grow into plants with water, time, patience, breathing room, generosity, and presence. With compost. And with poo! Plants don’t grow if we’re yelling at them, shaming them, and digging them up neurotically to check the roots. And roots, by the way, aren’t linear; they are intricate, matrix-like rhizomes which you can’t see at all when you glance the grown plant. Authentic, interesting writing is born the exact same way. Building trust in the writing process means going against some of the modes Western culture has taught us. We’ve got to let go of a self-judgmental, purely results-oriented mindset—and learn to be patient with and connected to the strange, sometimes mysterious creative spirit. Like birth, writing takes gestation, breathing exercises, proper nutrition, preparation, and a clear, healthy birth canal that isn’t stuffed up by our tendencies towards overthinking and ego. It takes the, uh, more intense and even icky parts, too. The morning sickness. The hormones. The placenta. The moments of terror, tears, and exclamations of, “Why in god’s name am I doing this???” And all of the necessary contractions and releases. To put it plainly: When people try to power through the brainstorming and warmup phases, the result is almost invariably writing that doesn’t reach its potential, with writers who might not even realize what their potential is. Sometimes the result is writers who get down on themselves to the point of giving up altogether. But we’re in luck! So many tried and true methods for overcoming writer’s block exist. From classic methods like freewriting and prompts, to unusual methods involving the sensory world and physical space, to learning how to be present and foster a genuine connection to our creativity, there are hundreds of ways to get the water flowing. And, get this: These kinds of exercises are precisely how the Chosen Ones got into that tower. Discussion: What are your biggest writing blocks? How have you overcome them in the past? What new methods of breaking through will you try in the future?
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A fiction writer
12/1/2018 08:07:15 am
Thank you, this is very positive and affirming. I appreciate your perspective. For me, "blocks" come from going long periods without writing, which starts to make me feel like I no longer have it in me, and just beginning anywhere seems very difficult. Eventually I feel a complete lack of motivation as well as a lack of general creativity. Though I think your advise of doing warmups would probably help.
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Yes! I have an unpopular idea: I actually think the human mind is meant to have long periods of "non-productivity" in which ideas are brewing. I don't think we're meant to be constantly creating...and to be entirely honest, a lot of work that comes out of that mode doesn't fill its potential, in my experience.
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Kayla
12/1/2018 09:00:17 am
I love your image of a party of masterpiece-creators that we are not invited to - really taps in to our fears, which are almost always self-created and illusory. As for the discussion question: I am trying to find writing groups, sources of community, sometimes online workshops to help inspire me and do just what you're saying - more warming up and freewriting and all of that good stuff. Thanks for this great post!
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Thanks for this thought! I agree that community is really important. You can always check out PVWW's groups (some of which are free!) and my writer's block workshop on the 8th :) . There are also lots of great online communities. If you'd like our handout from the workshop, feel free to email me...it's got lots of great suggestions.
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